Goodness My Oh! (yes that's right OMG backwards...im sick of omg so im working this new angle)
Today I contacted an "old friend" just to be met with immature anger. It annoyed and hurt me that she would react this way. I guess I don't hold on to old drama like others do. I first attempted to ease the situation by talking it out but some people cannot be reasoned with. She attacked and I let my anger get the best of me. I stoop to her level and attacked back instantly. I feel bad for not taking the high road. I should have let myself cool down and just never said another word.
Sometimes a person has had enough and has to GRRR. Today was that day for me. It has been mounting all week. From the dr. who pissed me off with her ignorance to the "old friend" who is being dramatic. I have just had enough. Did I handle it wrong? Yes. But just this once I'm going to not beat myself up for it. I'm going to blog it out and move on. Never to think of her again.
I have so many amazing things in my life right now, love, happiness, family and the greatest friends a girl can have. The future gets brighter everyday and that is something to be positive about. Yogi said it best, "When people feel bad about themselves they hate on those who are doing good. You just have to leave a hopeless case alone. They are the only ones who can save themselves, they just don't want to."
I would be lost without you my love. Still it made me realize how unrealistic and disconnected the internet is. It is not real life. People do not behave the way they do online. It is much like being drunk they will say things in text from miles away that they would not say in person. The internet can either bring out the best in a person or the worst and in most cases it seems to bring out the worst.
Here is me letting it go and saying goodbye to hopeless cases.
You are an amazing person, you are so loving and kind. Anyone who is an enemy of your's is a mental person and should get evaluated. They just can't handle the truth! Don't feel bad for dishing back what they plated up.
ReplyDeleteLove You,
Sophie